rejoice with me & pray for me~!!

~ 4am this morning i had another episode of epilepsy in my sleep . . . yet again, i had this weird flashing thing in my left visual field, accompanied with an overwhelming sense of fear, calling out 'help me!" several times, then dad came into my room to my rescue =D
:D rejoice with me! :D

:D i may be an epileptic but I AM LOVED!! [and that's all that matters!]

:D when i fear, Father is there to drive away my fears & makes everything alright :D

:D Father takes away my fears & fills my heart with songs of praise & rejoicing!
*PRAY*
- saw the Doctor this morning & was told i'd need to stay on my medication [valpro] indefinitely :[
i feel this is really NOT ideal - i'd hate to have to stay dependent on a little pill to keep me together :(
* use my epilepsy for His glory [i don't know how but i know He can!]

* Jesus would display His supreme power in & through my weak body!

* keep me trusting in Him ONLY for EVERYTHING - amongst many other things:
+ to keep me together
+ provide "all these things" as i seek to keep living a lifestyle of wartime simplicity.

+ keep me close to Himself, thinking, moving, living in His love to love others~!
This song / video really expressed my thoughts & heart:

"Broken" by Steven Curtis Chapmanhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICnUDdL-1gg&feature=PlayList&p=88CCD75E07B90950&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=93



~thanks~!! please tell me how i can best support you before His throne of Grace too!

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Looking forward to hearing from you how i can best support you in prayer & praises!!