Saturday, June 25, 2011

pray for people to get ready for Christ's return!!

after my previous 2 posts
"necessary wake up call!"
+ "r u frgrant or stenchly?"

 to talk to strangers out & about .. on buses etc .. the question of the day was "are you ready for Jesus' return?" [which i'd easily get to if people asked how i was & i'd tell them about the wake up call i received that morning!]

.. the 1st guy i talked to, talked as if he's ready but i wasn't so sure .. left him with a 'good person test' gospel tract anyway!
then i talked to a bus driver [probably not the wisest thing to do, but if Jesus is really returning anytime, there are surely bigger priorities than hiding behind my "wise" sounding excuses not to be redeeming the time in these evil days!!]
he also talked as if he's ready for Jesus' return .. but i wasn't so sure .. so  left him with a  gospel tract anyway!after that "negative" experience, i gave in to fear :(

and then ..

the next busdriver i talked to went yuck :(~ as soon as i mentioned "Jesus" & snapped "sit down!!"
.. and so sheepishly, i did :$

 the short trip to the next stop which i was to get off at felt much longer than it ever has
 .. i couldn't help but pray for her soul!!

i thanked her before i got off & told her how i appreciated busdrivers -- no response from her except "don't preach that Jesus stuff to me!"
... wowsers .. somehow just mentioning the Name of Jesus is called preaching?! :P

how anti-Jesus some people can be at just the very mention of His Name!

yet, the very same Jesus she despises & wants to hear nothing of longs for her lost soul to turn away from satan, her sinful self & come back home to Father's house of love!

.. it just struck me this morning in my reading of Matthew 26 how Jesus called his betrayer, Judas "friend", at the last supper and even in the garden as he was betraying The Prince of Glory!!
.. so i think we can pray with confidence that Father wants even those quite openly hostile against Him to come to repentance & faith, that they might LIVE & not die!!
but

[i shouldn't even think of it as "negative"!! to have shared a tiny ittle bit of our Saviour's suffering & experience a little of what He must've felt to the most awful degree, thank God i was found worthy of being identified with The Name Above All Names!! :D 8D =D XD]

[ARRHGHGH!! SILLY STOOPID SHTOOPID FEAR!!! HATE IT!! >.<]
.. yuck .. it felt sooo awesome to be able to speak of His Name & share something of Him after being sooo very slack for sooo long, but how disgustingly easy it is to dive into the ugly depths of indifference again :"(
O! for greater passion for Him that doesn't ever grow dim!! :"(
If Jesus came yesterday, could He say to me, "Well done good and faithful servant. Enter into your rest!"??

Friday, June 24, 2011

r u frgrant or stenchly?

God… through us spreads everywhere the fragrance of the knowledge of Him. For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. To the one… death; to the other… life. 2 Corinthians 2:14-16


Note the two facts especially relevant to the frontier mission movement: missionaries bring the fragrant gospel of Jesus Christ, and that message brings both life…and death! As workers fan out around the world into every unreached people group, a sweet spiritual fragrance is released! Many people will be attracted to the marvelous, compelling gospel, and will embrace new life. But to those who reject the message, there will be death.

* Pray that the Somray people [and all the thousands of remaining UNREACHED people groups] will reject the stench and decay of death in the spirit world, and embrace the aroma of life given to those who follow Christ.
source: http://www.globalprayerdigest.org/index.php/issue/day

necessary wake up call!

my prayers in response to Matthew 25 & the BIG wake-up call it was to me!!

 from David Guzik's commentary:
http://www.blueletterbible.org/commentaries/comm_view.cfm?AuthorID=2&contentID=7890&commInfo=31&topic=Matthew
We cannot afford to be indifferent towards Jesus and His return.


We can’t afford to be indifferent towards the Holy Spirit who makes us ready for the return of Jesus.

We can’t afford to be indifferent towards the resources that God gives us.

We can’t afford to be indifferent towards the needy people all around us.

We can’t afford to be indifferent towards lost humanity that will stand in judgment.

c. Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels: Jesus clearly points out that hell was prepared for the devil and his angels. Men only go there because they have willingly cast their lot with the devil and his angels.


* please help me to be taking the right risks for You, so His trust invested in me is increased, not “kept safe”!



* i'd Feed/clothe/visit Jesus in disguise today as an overlooked/ignored/ uncared for “random”!


.. i've been lazy with my knowledge.. Unfaithful with my time... unbelieving & limiting use of my abilities 
. . . and far too often cold and indifferent to the needs of others around me 
 :( :( :( :( :( :( :( >.<


O Abba!! HELP ME TO REPENT!!
* to love like You love -- SO actively!!

~thank You~ :D



may Holy Spitit stir our hearts afresh with His passion & fire to live lives that'll be READY for The Sons' gloriously immient return!!


ps - if you see any areas of laziness / unfaithfulness / poor stewardship in my life, PLEASE!! make me aware of it!!

[and would you give me permission to do so in return for you too?:)]



may we love each other enough to "spur each other on" to LOVE & GOOD DEEEDS as The Day of our Lord's return draws closer .. and closer .. AND CLOSER!!!

* PLEASE KEEP MY HEART FROM BEING INDIFFERENT!! :”( You know how grossly apathetic I can be!! Melt my heart!! Break it!! Change it to be more like Yours!!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

**UPDATE** praise & pray for Yoshi [JAP]

thanks for praying!!



thank God for the good time we had today!! :D


:D he initiated more of talking about spiritual things, i could really sense The Holy Spirit was working in him, evidently, He waws moving in response to the prayers of the saints!! 8D

* please keep praying with me for him to have a real, personal *revelation* of The Resurrected Jesus for himself -- that'll undo all the damage that's been done by baaad misrepresentations of Jesus by organised religion!! >.<


* may he see the all-urpassing preciousness & worth of Jesus Christ, that he would leave all his old ways / beliefs behind for good! (something he foresees as very hard to do "IF i were to become a christian"

* supernaturally work a miracle inthe sickness of his mother, father & grandmother, and transform the life of his younger brother so that his whole family would be saved!! .. i trust Father to move as we, His children, pray! :D


Tuesday, June 21, 2011

rejoice with me & pray for me~!!

My dear precious siblings in Jesus:


this Pentecost, I’m hungering even more for the supernatural life He made me to live .. how sad that I’ve opted or such a lowly existence of "controllable" rationality .. no wonder my "witness" =martyrdom for Jesus has been so pathetically weak :(


O, for grace to turn my back on living in the natural .. to live the supernatural, Holy-Spirit empowered Life .. to be a true witness =martyr .. BRING IT ON!! YEAH!!!

Father’s been showing me that for far too long I’ve been a “boat potato” – Now is the time to stop living in the life-choking confines of my fears, and step out into the crazy stormy waves where Jesus is .. and experience the miracle of growth!!




Some necessary reminders:


Here is the story of your life: you are on a mission from God.


God is not looking for volunteers to serve at their own convenience as their schedule permits, but calls for disciples who will lay down their lives -- Chip Brogden


WHY settle for only what you can explain or control?! Life begins when you let GOD be in control & do the unexplainable!!

A transformed life will impact everything around it and produce eternal results, without a single struggle to make it happen.

.. and so the great adventure of journeying with Jesus continues .. :D

:D rejoice with me! :D

:D I CANNOT get past the sins in my life that keep enslaving me... But God in me can!!!

:D God doesn’t make “spare parts” and I am not one!

*PRAY*

* help me, in all weak, half-hearted unbelief and distractedness to wholeheartedly love Him!

* I’d delete ‘failure’ from my vocabulary!

* .. my life’s journey would all be about learning to match our Master move-for-move!

* make me a compassionate intercessor, to make the needs of OTHERS my own!!

* help me to have faith in Him especially when I have no idea how You’re going to provide!! Deliver me from trying to figure Him out first before trusting in Him!!

* I’d live by asking Jesus for commands, NOT guarantees, trusting whatever He commands, He enables! ;D

* identify with pure clarity the spiritual gifts He’s given me, not compared with anyone else, developing them with skill, using them joyfully and humbly to serve God and His creation as He made me to be!

* on this adventure with God, He’d give me both courage to take risks and wisdom to know which risks to take!

* so transform my life that it will leave an eternal impact on everything around me, without a single struggle to make it happen!

* build resiliency in me to enlarge my capacity to handle problems so I not only survive, but grow!

* show me how He would you have me built into His living temple with other living stones?!

* help me to learn what really satisfies me, and learn to ask for it, despite feeling wrong / fleshly/selfish!

* help me to learn entitlement and to produce from myself!

* help me simply accept His love and His acceptance of me, just as I am, right where I am, and so change me from the inside out, weakening the stranglehold of sin on me, transforming me -- so contagiously as to spill onto others around me!

~thank you~!


what a joy it is to be journeying with Abba Yahweh, and Jesus The son by His Holy Spirit!! XD 8D =D

please tell me how I can best support you before His throne of Grace too!

GOD WORKS WHEN WE PRAY! I'M LIVING PROOF!!
=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=
love Aye-bul, Your Friend in Prayer =D

The one concern of the devil


is to keep Christians from praying.

He fears nothing from prayerless studies, prayerless work, and prayerless religion.


He laughs at our toil, mocks at our wisdom, but trembles when we pray.

We have to stop looking at prayer as the spare tyre in the boot - - and start seeing it as the steering wheel!
-- S.D. Gordon

http://www.global-prayer-digest.org/ <-- GO HERE & pray EVERYDAY!!

For a free book that thousands of people have said has changed their lives,

click here- www.gfa.org/freebook ..REVOLUTIONISED my life too!!
 

for my heart ..

just read this in Matthew 23 + David Guzik's notes ..



really scorching words Jesus fires at the religious leaders & teachers of his day. but it was all spoken out of LOVE!


check it out:


"O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the one who kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to her! How often I wanted to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, but you were not willing! See! Your house is left to you desolate; for I say to you, you shall see Me no more till you say, ‘Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord!’"


a. O Jerusalem, Jerusalem: Luke 19:41 tells us that Jesus wept as He looked over the city of Jerusalem, contemplated its coming judgment, and said these words. Jesus wanted to protect them from the terrible judgment that will follow their rejection of Him.


i. It is written that Jesus wept two times: here, at the pain of knowing what would befall those who reject Him, and at Lazurus’ tomb, weeping at the power and pain of death.


i. This heartfelt cry is another way to see that Jesus didn’t hate these men He rebuked so strongly. His heart broke for them. When we sin, God does not hate us, He genuinely weeps for us, knowing that in every way, our sin and rebellion only destroys our life.


iii. May we share God’s broken heart for a lost humanity!

.. wow, O Abba really exposed my hardened, UNcompassionate heart :”(
far too often i show i really couldn't care less if people live & die rejecting Christ by my passivity towards them . . . i don't speak up ... i do hold back .. i give in to fear ...


I'm gonna spend some time out to wait on Him, cry out to Him to do the necessary radical heart surgery in me!! .. that my heart be broken over what breaks His heart!
please pray for me?
~thanks~!

Monday, June 20, 2011

pray for Jesus Christ to be exalted to His rightful place!!

.. anyone who has a clue who Jesus really is would be deeply insulted by this advert.
Published: Friday 17 June 2011



Australian Christians respond to Muslim billboard campaign that declares Jesus a “prophet of Islam”


A major billboard campaign has been launched in Sydney declaring that Jesus was a prophet of Islam.However, this statement is misleading as Jesus (or “Isa”) in Islam bears little resemblance to the historical Jesus of the New Testament. Muslims do not believe that Jesus Christ was the Son of God and deny His crucifixion and resurrection, which are central to the Christian faith.

full article: http://www.barnabasfund.org/Australian-Christians-respond-to-Muslim-billboard-campaign-that-declares-Jesus-a-prophet-of-Islam.html

pray with me that in all things "Christ be increased, and self be decreased"! (John 3:30)
.. may many precious muslims & aussies come to a saving revelation of who Jesus truly is - THE SAVIOUR OF THE WORLD!!!
see http://disciplesofjesus.org.mt/blogs-2/we-know-that-this-is-truly-the-savior-of-the-world/
+ http://www.apologeticspress.org/apcontent.aspx?category=10&article=609
may we respond with the energies of prayer & love, and let this blatant attack on The identity of our Savuiour bring out the best in us, not the worst!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

praise & pray for Sebastian

my 1st nephew, Sebastian entered the world last Thursday .. photo to come ... !! [16/6/11]

what a joy to see him & pray over his little body, soul & spirit :D
if i, just an uncle, being "evil" can feel such good over him, how much more amazing delight must his Father in Heaven have over his very life & breath!

do rejoice with me in the miracle of new life .. and please pray with me he'll daily grow in wisdom & stature, in favor with God & man :D
* for Grace & Damian, his mum & dad, to raise Sebastian in the knowledge & fear of the Lord, on top of raising Alexis :)

Saturday, June 18, 2011

praise & pray for treasure hunting!!

another great thing i love about the family at Rochedale Baptists -- how dynamically *ALIVE* & with The Spirit in living the supernatural Kingdom life they are!!

. . . today i joined a small team going "spiritual treasure hunting" -- for more info this page explains it well: www.christiangrowthnetwork.com/treasurehunt.html

.. even though i didn't get to find anyone today that God gave me pictures of to speak the words He put in my spirit, He assured me that in time .. today was more an "observation day"
.. Father was  very gentle in easing me into this =)

:D what an adventure!


meeting people that God had put in the minds & hearts of the other team members & praying for their needs God had revealed to them . . . this kind of ALIVE CHRIST-following sure beats dead formalised "religious-play-acting" any day!! :D

:D blessing me with spending the best chunk of the time with the group leader -- he's such an encouragement!!
* do pray for him & his wife -- planning to go to Bethel church to study there at the School of The Supernatural but still needing visas, finances etc.
* pray for Musa & Janeesa [NZ] quite new to Aus & though having had "christian" backgrounds, needing very much to get back to AbbaYahweh!

- i felt strangely sleepy for a good chunk of the time [migraine?! drats .. ] so i wasn't "fully there" the whole time but very  much wanting to be home in my bed :"(

sounds like i need a miracle myself!!
* they plan to be going "treasure hunting" maybe on Thursday nights, so do keep the team in prayer --for Holy Spirit empowering & Leading to show & tell His Kingdom come!!

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

**UPDATE** praise & pray for Yoshi [JAP]

thanks for praying!!



:D thank God for the good time we had on Monday!! :D


.. still slowly plugging through John - he doesn't "get" how God's unfailing love and faithfulness came through Jesus .. his thinking about things is really different.
 * do a MIRACULOUS work in work in Yoshi's mind & heart that would sweep away all that holds him back from going on to now Him for who He really is!!
* intervene in his stress-filled life ..his health is suffering :"(

+ his family situation needs a glorious intervention too!

our God is able to do GREAT & AWESOME DEEDS!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Radical Islamists call for Bible ban in Pakistan

An influential Islamic political party has called for Pakistan’s Supreme Court to ban the Bible describing it as “pornographic”, “blasphemous”, and offensive to Muslims.




.. soooo enjoying this God-blessed book!!

pls pray for me as i embark on a "water-walking journey"!!

* identify with pure clarity the spiritual gifts He’s given me, not compared with anyone else, as fully honed & developed as I can get it cultivated with relentless perseverance, deployed with unstoppable energy, submitted with sacrificial humility and celebrated with wild joy.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

WHY settle for only what you can explain or control?! Life begins when you let GOD be in control & do the unexplainable!!

this Pentecost, i'm hungering even more for the supernatural life He made me to live .. how sad that i've opted or such a lowly existence of "controllable" rationality .. no wonder my "witness" [martyrdom] for Jesus has been so pathetically weak :|

O, for grace to turn my back on living in the natural .. to live the supernatural, Holy-Spirit empowered Life .. to be a witness [=martyr] .. BRING IT ON!! YEAH!!!

Friday, June 10, 2011

rejoice with me & pray for me~!!

My dear precious siblings in Jesus:



I am truly enjoying my 'sabbatical' & this awesome journey Father has me on ;)


I deeply feel like I’m just starting a new chapter of coming ALIVE! . . . More ALIVE! to The Father, Son & Holy Spirit, living, breathing, active in me!


… How could I have been so dull, so blinded for so long?! :[


.. for awhile I’ve been having this nagging thought that if there's anything i feel I "should" feel like but I DIDN'T feel like, it's a MAN :P


have felt like I’m still ‘just a 'boy’ in many ways .. :

To add to the mix, in my spirit I sometimes feel more female than male! ummm.. :S

While I can’t say I’ve fully risen up to manhood, I’m definitely further along the journey than I’ve ever been .. Letting go of my boyish fears of ‘growing up’ is a good start! :D

:D rejoice with me! :D

:D You might think you’re a mistake, but GOD DOESN’T MAKE MISTAKES!!


We may have stuffed up, failed, but it does NOT make us a mistake!

:D I AM NOT A MISTAKE!!!

- the Journey to Manhood’ was awesome ... a further release from fears & journeying more into the freedom of His gracious Fatherly embrace!


.. who’d have thought a weekend away being very open, honest & vulnerable in sharing our lives – with all of our wounds, grief’s & hurts could be so life-giving?!

:D Fathers’ helping me to love, accept, esteem & trust myself so I can to love, accept, esteem & trust others!

:D I have value because God says I do, NOT because of anything I do! XD

:D giving me rest in Him, that I don't have to prove my worth / earn His / Anyone else’s approval by things I do!

*PRAY*

* help me fall in love with the God who IS, not the God that I want!

* help me transition to knowing I’m ok as I am & surrender to resting in Fathers’ peace!

* tear down the “things” I try to find life in apart from Him so I only go to Him!!

* Show me the one thing He wants me to pour this life He’s given me to!

* help me to live in a very keen sense of Fathers’ timing for me!!!

* help me to see past rejection!

* help me not be an observer in life, but fully be engaged with Him in this precious life He’s given me!

* grant me restful sleep at night with peaceful dreams – still get nights hard to sleep with active/bizarre dreams that leave me sleepy during the day >.<

* help me praise & thank Him even when I get migraines that knock me out & throw my plans for the day off!

~thank you~!


what a joy it is to be journeying with Abba Yahweh, and Jesus The son by His Holy Spirit!! XD 8D =D

please tell me how I can best support you before His throne of Grace too!

GOD WORKS WHEN WE PRAY! I'M LIVING PROOF!!

=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=@=
love Aye-bul, Your Friend in Prayer =D

The one concern of the devil

is to keep Christians from praying.

He fears nothing from prayerless studies, prayerless work, and prayerless religion.

He laughs at our toil, mocks at our wisdom, but trembles when we pray.

We have to stop looking at prayer as the spare tyre in the boot - - and start seeing it as the steering wheel!

-- S.D. Gordon

http://www.global-prayer-digest.org/ <-- GO HERE & pray EVERYDAY!!

For a free book that thousands of people have said has changed their lives,

click here- www.gfa.org/freebook ..REVOLUTIONISED my life too!!

pray for Winny & Gianni [KOR, INDN]

.. this living & moving by The Holy Spirit is COOL. :D

never felt SO =ALIVE=!!!

have been privileged to help Winny in her spiritual journey of Discovering who Father really is .. getting past all the religious misrepresentations!!

passed her an English bible awhile ago .. found out her room mate (Gianni)  has been reading the bible i passed to Winny so i "invited myself" over to their place last night to deliver more bibles for their share mates  & hear where they're at in their journeys :D

please do pray with me that Father reveals HImself to them for who He really is, that they experience His love in a truly deep & personal way ... so all their "head knowledge" of Him sinks deep into their heart and the "religion" they were once "on fire" for would turn into a passionate Love Relationship!

especially for Winny .. pray she continues to be broken of herself to the point of complete abandon & trust in Jesus Christ!
.. pray the rest of their sharemates be won into His love too!

thanks!

GOD WORKS WHEN WE PRAY! I'M LIVING PROOF!!

praise & pray for Marriage Enrichment Reatreats. =)

the battle is ON



.. the battle is FIERCE~!


.. BUT THE BATTLE'S BEEN WON!!! :D


this weekend it's on again!!!


Marriage Enrichment Reatreats. =)


:D PRAISE! :D


:D the marriages that've been saved/enriched through these retreats!


:D NOTHING the enemy tries to do to destroy God's art in marriage will prevail!


:D the team of leading couples involved, united in heart & purpose!


*PRAY*


* keep all registered couples free to go to the M.E.R & have no last-minute surprises pop up preventing them from going or refusing to participate halfway / dropping out before completing the weekend [as has often happened!]


* give OPEN, TEACHABLE hearts & ears for all couples attending to hear & receive God's Word that bears fruit to His glory, not resisting the Holy Spirit's refining fire process of making beauty through breaking!!


* lasting life change & lifelong application of all that'll be learnt!


* marriages would change to look more like earthly reflections of the Divine marriage between Christ & His church!


* Christ be made to look great through the marriages of His people!


* keep drawing unsaved spouses to Jesus through the love, life-and-word witness of their saved spouses & friends [as has often happened!]


* thwart every evil scheme of the stealer, killer & destroyer of love & lives, that Jesus would have the manifest pre-eminence in ALL THINGS!

. . . thank God we're on the winning side~!

Tuesday, June 07, 2011

no matter is too small or too big for our Abba Father~!!

i have a problem! :[

i do stupid things!

. .. one of the more recent of which is grossly exceeding my my monthly quota of mobile internet data
 :(~~~


so my next bill, where normally i'd only pay $9.90, will be in the $$$'s!!! >.<

so i won't be able to make calls or end messages, it seems, from my normal phone number until the bill is settled. [~the 11-18th of this month?]

* it may seem like an impossibility, but i'm praying for my mobile provider to have mercy on me & give me grace, not justice!


:D thank Him that i can trust Him in ALL curcumstances, even in my stupidity, to come through :D

**UPDATE** praise & pray for Yoshi [JAP]

thanks for praying!!
thank God for the good time we had last Friday!! :D
 - felt The Spirit leading me to just read the Bible with him, since our usual 'program' didn't seem to be doing too much for him .. 
so we started on the gospel according to John :)

* we're meeting tomorrow [9/6] for lunch & hopefully to finish off John 1 ..
* please keep praying with me for him to have a real, personal *revelation* of The Resurrected Jesus for himself --  that'll undo all the damage that's been done by baaad misrepresentations of Jesus by organised religion!! >.<

.. i trust Father to move as we, His children, pray! :D

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

:D We may have stuffed up, failed, but it does NOT make us a mistake!
:D I AM NOT A MISTAKE!!!


* We need to choose to UNCONDITONALLY ACCEPT OTHERS!!