O, to be REAL!!

wondering why i persist in living in UNreality - if hell is real, i'm definitely NOT as urgent as i should be about literally 'snatching souls from the flame" as i ought to be!!
>_<

O GOD, BAPTISE ME WITH ANGUISH!!



GIVE ME AN URGENCY FOR THE EMERGENCY OF THOSE WALKING BLINDLY STRAIGHT INTO AN ETERNITY IN HELL ALL AROUND ME!!