rejoice with me & pray for me~!!

I’ve been wondering . . . what is it about me that every time someone gives me too much attention / stays with me too long / gets too close that i always seem to want to push them away?!

... just another symptom of my relational retarded-ness ?!
* sigh*
I am a mystery to myself :

I've got to keep my eyes on Him & OFF myself!!
.. He's coming back soon..
.. like a thief in the night ..
.. will YOU be ready?! .. will i be ready?!
He'll call us as stewards of all His gifts to account, expecting increase from our stewardship...
i wonder how much will i really have to show for all He's given me?! K
He’s been challenging me to live NOW in light of Judgment Day!

:D rejoice with me~! :D

:D “You are partners with Christ Jesus because of God. Jesus has become our wisdom sent from God, our righteousness, our holiness, and our ransom from sin. (I Corinthians 1:30).

We must be clear: these things are not the "reward" for years of faithful service, or the fruit of walking with Jesus after a long period of time. If I have Him now, then I have all that pertains to Him now. My Wisdom, my Righteousness, my Sanctification, and my Redemption has a personality, for He is all those things in me. It is not a question of my behavior, or my conduct, or my feelings one way or the other - those things will come into line soon enough - but it is all based upon this accomplished fact.

:D Christ is God's Gift. I repeat, we have much to praise God about!
Source: The Gift of Christ by Chip Brogden http://www.theschoolofchrist.org/read/articles/the-gift-of-christ.html

:D Father answers our prayers in better ways than we want or expect -- but He always answers!

:D He's increasing my thankfulness – growing a new habit of starting out & ending each day with thanks to Father!

:D sleeping to the sweet symphonies of merciful rain that pours down on all creation!

:D He fills my cup to overflowing!
* PLEASE PRAY FOR ME*

* i'd keep my eyes on Him & OFF myself!!

* I’d keep first things first: His Kingdom, serving Him before serving others!

* i'd be greedy for God's glory~!!

* i'd slow down, remain calm, be still, and know that He is God. i'd know His Mind, wait for His Spirit, and become acquainted with His ways!

* free me from self-will, self-pity, dishonesty & self-seeking motives!!

* heal my mind that’s been so warped by the world / porn etc . . . and fill it with Philippians 4:8 thoughts!
“keep your thoughts on whatever is right or deserves praise: things that are true, honorable, fair, pure, acceptable, or commendable.”

thanks~!! please tell me how i can best support you before His throne of Grace too!
if Father so leads you to be my regular prayer supporter, do check out this prayer blog every now & then :)
Looking forward to hearing from you how i can best support you in prayer & praises!!